So we come to the end of another blog. This one was focused on each of us looking toward our horizon. As I read back on week 1 I realized what I set to do I have accomplished. I worked toward a better me. Added and deleted things as needed and was always in control of my life. Through it all I have kept my circle small and family at the center of it all. Even though I filed for divorce and divorce was finalized I never broke down. I took each bump in the road and learned from it. This blog was about growth. The biggest growth I had this year was the growth of my heart. I learned to love again and to accept someone loving me. I was blessed that even though one chapter closed the next one still included those I hold dear to me. A piece of paper didn’t make us family. Years of love, road trips, shopping trips, crying fest, and sisterhood made us family. The fact that family is not always blood was proven this year. The fact that you can’t help who you fall in love with. The fact that as we get older we get wiser. And the fact that the HORIZON IS WHAT WE MAKE IT. Well in my year long journey I believe I just began to reach my horizon and I will continue to grow, love and learn about life all because of my FAMILY. Burn rubber not your Soul. When you feel like you’re falling reach your arm out because they will be there. And at the end of the day give back to those that can’t give. That in itself is the biggest reward. Feeling Blessed!
Lyric of the Week: “How come everybody wanna keep it like the Kaiser?” Give It Away, RHCP
It was a good week. But, I am officially at the angry stage of winter. Where snow has become ‘that nasty bullshit’ and shoveling has become ‘time for that bullshit’ and going to work when it snows has become ‘fuck all that bullshit’. Fucking ground hog. Lol I am ready for spring. And more time for me.
Lyric of the Week: “We must free up these tired souls before the sadness kills us both.” – Nothing Lasts Forever, Maroon 5
Didn’t take a lot of photos this week. Did some light teaching, dancing and baking. All in all a good week. Interesting thought: If the person you love doesn’t inspire you, nor you, them, what’s left to hold on to? Is it even love anymore? This new week is a week of goals for me. Health, beauty and money. Three things I dont have and need. Bring it on.
Lyric of the Week: “So you wanna play with magic? Boy, you should know what you’re falling for. Baby, do you dare to do this? Cause I’m coming at you like a dark horse. Are you ready for a perfect storm? Cause once you’re mine- there’s no going back.” – Dark Horse, Katy Perry
I only took 2 pictures this week. But in both, the systems were killing me. The Android OS, the bad payment system of my job and (not pictured) my own immune system falling down on the job and not killing off this virus fast enough. I have seen far too much of my bed lately. And for someone who loves to sleep as I do, that is saying a lot. Decent week. Looking only for health on my horizon.